boo! 

10:40 PM

spastic me, thanks to you know who la. 

10:35 PM

im the photog here, definately better eh? haha. 

10:35 PM

all smiles. :) 

10:35 PM

five hours at the saf careers centre. urgh

woohoo, had the pilot selection test at saf careers centre today.. and gosh, it was five hours long la. not to mention i was so unfamiliar with the place and LONELY! haha, made some new friends there though.. once again. the test seem like its never ending, just like e one i took during my medical checkup earlier on, except, this is much longer. ahhhhh, and guess what, the last test had 187 questions! thats more than all my mcqs in common test add together. crap. and now im feeling so sick and tired. and the souvenir they gave, was a mini aeroplane clock, woohoo! so nice la.. *note the sarcasm.

owells, at least its over and done with, have to wait for their mail now, to know whether i qualified anot. :P till then, shall update again.

11:39 AM

cool crap.

sigh, its a boring and not to mention, wet, sunday. had plans for street soccer but later scrapped due to the rain, and had plans to meet up wiv my sec sch mates but in the end one by one pulled out because they didnt feel like going out anymore. actually that applies to me too, today is just not the day, i dont have the mood to do anything. i just feel like doing nothing, just lazing around at home, munching, chewing, eating. woohoo. suddenly i have the cravings again.. cravings for bbq steamboat at marina bay, the XXL chicken from the taiwanese snack stall and more and more.. hmm.. been feeling the stress lately, well, not due to anything specific, but yes, just feeling stressful as an overall. been thinking too much again. haha. oh and im tired of all the games at home too. holidays are very much like normal schooldays la, because we still have to mug and mug and mug more. but im not gonna be so bothered by that now, i mean, hello? its only the first week of the hols. im not gonna waste it like that. so yea, have fun and worry later. =] oooh and have been listening to lifehouse's songs lately, they have some really nice songs and their songs are very much different from those typical pop simple plan kind, their songs are meaningful, especially "breathing", "you and me" and "hanging by a moment"

cause I am hanging on every word you say and
even if you don't want to speak tonight
that's alright, alright with me
cause I want nothing more than
to sit outside Heaven's door
and listen to you breathing
is where I wanna be yeah
- lifehouse ` no name face.

am still thankful i met you.. :)

6:08 AM

GUITARRRRRRRRRRR

hello, apologies for not blogging as often nowadays, couldnt find the time to, i reckoned i must have spent all my time sleeping. wahha. well, this week has been great, i satisfied my steamboat craving, and the ever so strong VJC lost their A div soccer title to MJC, and i was there to watch this very exciting match. so far, it has been out of this world for me, this week that is. at least its not another mundane week where i can only have fun on weekends. today's a saturday and its the official start of our holidays! woohoo. have fun first, studies later =P owells, am comtemplating if i should go for the match later, a soccer match, at nyjc. hmm, i wouldnt mind actually, the thing is i need to travel alot. shucks. ahhhh, well we'll see how it goes la. ohh and guitar night was okay, not exactly good, but commendable, the response could be better though.. the audi is not even close to fully filled. but i admire the guitarists, heard most of them cant even play when they came into the ensemble, but now they play like SYF gold receipients. great job. hahaha. okay, enough for now.. will blog again when i've the time. cya.

1:09 AM

hello.

been some time since i last blogged. was busy studying, right. haha, well what can i say, im reformed! life just ain`t the same anymore now that soccer is no longer as much an integral part of my life anymore. ahh. oh and common test's around the corner, wiv the first paper being gp, this friday.. ahh, time flies, not long later, i will be mugging for A's. this is bad.. will blog again some other time, aint really in the mood for blogging nowadays. =) TkC.

1:05 PM

10:29 AM

not a boring monday after all.

woohoo, left school at 1210pm today lar, and there's a perfect reason too. GP lesson's cancelled since miss khainu's not here and the J1s were also having their sea sports carnival heats, which means, i just have to blend in with the J1s to get out.. wasnt that difficult right? for me at least :P owells.. initially thought the day would be wasted away... the last few mondays were spent on the A div tournaments la. now that the tourneys are over, i definately need to adjust, to the fact that we're out that is, more studying, less soccer, less procrastinating. well, study is what i did today and other than studying, i have to say its a very fruitful day. woohoo. and you know why. hahaha.

11:49 AM

pilot? hahahaha

woohoo, its a sunday and im going out again.. woohoo. at least not gonna stay at home and do nothing right? hmm, woke up to what seems like a typical sunday morning until granny came back with a letter from mindef delivered to me... guess what? the all along "fear of heights" aloy, has been selected as a potential candidate for a military pilot in the air force. omg. bro was just telling me that this is a very good opporturnity and that i shuld just go for the selection test, wuld be a good experience anyway, truth is, i have never aspired to be a pilot lar. and thats the reason why now that i have this perfect chance, im still hesitating. so, to go or not to go? help me out guys.

3:09 AM

the letter 

12:04 PM

10:45 PM

that's all folks!

well, TPJC soccer has come to an dramatic end to their A div tournament 2005. made the second round, but simply not good enough for the semis.. there goes our colours award... owells.. i've nothing much to say about this match, except the fact that the fighting spirit was there, played better than the previous game, but, the score doesnt justify our performance, we lost 6-2, unfortunately. so this also meant that the year 2s are officially cca-less now, except the fact that we still have our testimonial match against the year 1s at the later part of the year.. nevertheless im still thankful to whanker aka nordin for his countless advices and his "killer" trainings.. made me stronger, made me fitter and made me what i am today.. could vividly remember how he used to discipline us... and stuff, it certainly played a part in moulding us into useful individuals.. okay, now about the team, i think knowing them was the biggest incentive/reward/haul for coming into tpjc. i could still remember the time when im just a freshman in college wanting to join soccer.. i was unfamiliar and pretty much lonely in school... except the company of my classmates.. well, now, these guys are like my closest friends in school, and the school field is like my second home.. we painted the field, carried goal posts, went to nordin's house, organized an chalet and did lots more as a team.. from teammates we became friends, close friends... after that, its all history, these guys are gonna be the ones i remember for life. from the bottom of my heart, thanks guys, for all that you all have done for me.. alex, erawan and co. for taking the bus with me, izree, for being a nice person to chat wiv in class, kenny for coming to tpjc from srjc together wiv me, kozaw and daniel for being good crapping science A pals.. ian for being a good person to approach when i've problems in maths. and the rest of the team for being so fun to be with!! anyway... the shocking news is that SAJC is out with us.. see what complacency does. the second shocking news is that kozaw lost his phone and wallet in school, carelessness, but the thing is that that stupid guy who stole it actually pick up kozaw's phone and answered erawan's call, and even scolded him. damn. lots of things has been stolen in school blatantly.. school's like supposed to be the most safest place. oh mans.. so guys, watch out for these idiotic thieves yar. and last but not least, after dinner we played street soccer under the dim lights. never in a long time had i felt so good! simply spiritual awakening! woohoo! oh anyway, cow, im reforming in the progress!!!!

11:35 AM

are we really satisfied?

in the last post i mentioned, man's hunger for success will never be fufilled. i was wrong, damn wrong. with reference to monday's match against njc, there's no hunger at all... not even "thirst" for success. we know winning wuld put us in a favourable position to qualify, yet, sad to say, we're lucky just to lose 2-0 to them, they are not a better team i wuld say, but on monday, they are definately the hungrier ones.. they were like tigers just being unleashed from the cage, while we're just like the dosmetic cats playings with cotton balls. that was the difference between us. significant difference? yes, definately, if not where do you think the two goals came from?... and i have to admit, i have failed the team.. we've failed the team.. i have to admit i was really disappointed i didnt get to start on monday, and that somehow affected my game. i was not in the least interested in what "whanker" was trying to say in the bus, just because i aint starting, come to think of it, i was selfish, plain selfish. so when i entered the game, obviously i wasnt well prepared, mentally and physically. that doesnt help the team much.. thus there was nth i culd do to reverse the scoreline. well.. the talking point now is whether the team wants to fight it all out for the match against rjc. because speaking in reality, we still have chance to qualify u see, but the bottom line is that we gotta beat mighty rjc 4-0, at least 4-0 that is. woohoo uphill task. the other option is just to play the reserves who havent been playing... it will be a good experience since we may not have the chance anymore.. right? but i know the bulk of the team still wants to fight on.. its commendable but... i know deep inside everyone knows the chance is slim... but i guess its okay....

cuz im hopeful, yes i am, hopeful for today..

i know it aint easy, but thats okay, cause we're hopeful.

11:29 AM

man's hunger for success.

hmm. havent been blogging for days... first things first, for the past 20 hours, i slept 14 hours away... woohoo. pig. yeah. owells.. for thursday's match against sajc, we lost 3-0. was pretty disheartening but... there are still positives that we can take out for this match la. the fighting spirit was there, but not evident throughout the match. which was sad to say, the reason for this defeat. they had 5 chances, they scored 3. we had 5 chances too, but we took none. thats the difference between us. now, at this crucial point of the tournament, losing against njc wuld send us packing. thus guys. sense of urgency anyone? ahh. sigh, well. on a lighter note, SONGFEST'05 'let's jam' was a blast. though many wuld quip that last year's songfest was better. hmm, personally i felt the council did a good job after all. come'on its not easy to plan such a major event la, besides its open to the public. not easy seriously. ya, performances were great, and i got to see an "encore" of jerome's "better man" . thought the performers did okay, except for a few? haha. hmm. hilarious. anw matt's band culd have been better if not for what he did =P owells. and was nice seeing the sputnik gems dancing again, was pretty cool lar. :)

the crave is escalating, the wait is unbearable, man's hunger for success, shall NEVER be fufilled.

harsh fact of life.

10:45 AM

just random thoughts..

thought, thought, thought, thought, thought, does that make random thoughts? wahaha. owells.. havent been blogging as "compulsively" as usual, well, nth much to blog about anyway, am just thinking about the sajc match on thurs, having played here during the first round, would be tough to play the hosts with the taunting fans behind them ya? anyway dont really know how does sajc play.. just felt that, we really have to be at our best to reach jalan besar... and yes arsene whanker said today too, that if we end up crashing out of the tourney, most of the year 2s would just cry.. seriously i agree. that didnt happen to me last yr, that's because i wasnt so bonded wiv the team yet, now, other than my family, or her, they are like my closest of friends.. i dont wuna let my friends down, and these wonderful friends of mine make the team. so friends, lets work hard together ya? if anyone were to let their heads down during the match, i will be the last, i assure u. guys lets do it!! wheeee~

anyway, Dad's birthday tmr, so having a sumptous treat at swensens? or maybe some other restauant.. woohoo, in for a wonderful dinner. plus!!! this week's so short. great! songfest? hmm.

12:18 PM

i just hate boring saturdays

Dad: its the holidays, why didnt you go out today?
Me: hmmmm.
Dad: ran out of money in your pocket?
Me: not really.. (though i wont complain if he gave me more..)
Me: well Dad, having money doesnt mean you can go out ya? you need to plan, get pple and stuff.

well. as you can see. its another mundane, boring saturday.. i think i didnt even step out of my house whole day long.. was just sleeping, eating, sleeping again and watching tv. ahh, another day wasted just like that. well for your info, i woke up only at 2pm.. actually earlier, but i went back to bed after breakfast.. i was just lazing around the whole day lar.. lifestyle of a pig you say.. i totally agree la. wahaha. well, at least i know tmr aint gonna be the same, cos its a Sunday. =)

10:45 AM