suddenly, it all seemed so clear to me.

i know most of you are dumbfounded. but this is probably something i really need to do in order to move on with life. thus, i'll have no regrets. as i pursue this goal of mine.

whatever happens next, will leave me a better person.




rather lose pride for love
than lose love for pride.

10:35 AM

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10:00 PM

oh its BOXING DAY.

more like "no mood to work day"

:(

8:33 AM

rather lose pride for love,
than lose love for pride.

6:45 PM

i just dont understand why.
why does all the issues still arise once again.
why others take it so easy but i dont.
i dont know why,
and i want to know. badly..

late night soccer once again. this time rd, not so good because i thought i was rather dirty being in a real foul mood after that quarrel with my mother. shall not elaborate. first driving lesson tmr, gotta sleep now.. night.

am just contented to be in the comfort of my room...
but, alone.

unmerry christmas

2:24 AM

before the decals

after the decals

9:26 PM

heya.. damn tired even though i didnt go to work today. hopefully there's not many stuff waiting on my table!! fell sick, bad timing. was done with cough flu sorethroat. i mean all these are usually linked together right. yar.. so spent "most" of the time at home working on my tamiya nissan 350z r/c assembly kit.. yea, spent lots of money on it man, till now i'm still keeping the actual price from my mummy. expensive hobby you'd say. but come'on, they always say, guys usually spend money either on girls, or cars. i cant afford a real car yet, so lets make do with this beauty! :D

hey there, i hope you're doing fine :D

8:08 PM

Timbaland - Apologize

I'm holding on on your rope
Got me ten feet off the ground
And I'm hearing what you say
But I just can't make a sound
You tell me that you need me
Then you go and cut me down

But wait...You tell me that you're sorry
Didn't think I'd turn around and say..
That it's too late to apologize, it's too late
I said it's too late to apologize, it's too late

I'd take another chance, take a fall, take a shot for you
And I need you like a heart needs a beat(But that's nothing new)
Yeah yeah

I loved you with a fire red, now it's turning blue
And you say
Sorry like the Angel Heaven let me think was you,

But I'm afraid
It's too late to apologize, it's too late
I said it's too late to apologize, it's too late

Woahooo woah
It's too late to apologize, it's too late
I said it's too late to apologize, it's too late
I said it's too late to apologize, yeah yeah
I said it's too late to apologize, a yeah

I'm holding on your rope
Got me ten feet off the ground...

summarises it all.
im an asshole.

11:17 AM

what is insignificant to you,

may mean the whole world to others.

11:28 PM

the class of 4E1, 2003. BBQ @ ECP

1:08 PM

i think we're crazy. haha

yesterday's bbq was a sounding success. i must say, given the time constraint and the financial difficulties, the bbq turned out to be a fun-filled event, with LESS wastage of food, compared to the one we planned in 2006, this is the fourth gathering so far, after we graduated from tpss at 2003. some of my friends are pretty envious that we're still pretty close after 4 yrs, but i'd just play it down to plain effort. the food was good, though the guys have a hard time cooking it, especially lloyd. but its all worth it lar. like what i told weichuan, the amount of money spent is not important, so as long as we have fun, in this annual bbq event. :D

i reached home only about 4 last night. not that i went ZoukOut though. the guys met again at 130am last night, as we proceeded to Nike The Cage at Kallang to have our soccer urge satisfied. wahahah! and i thank alex and hongpeng for making the time to come as well. it was so damn fun really. but i hope we dont do that too often because its freaking expensive, in case you dont know.. its actually the first time i actually played soccer in the wee hours of the night, but i thoroughly enjoy it. thanks alot people! it was the best saturday i've had in months. seriously. :D right now, im just gonna rest at home..

Oh ya, payday is tomorrow!!! buddy, can treat u soon! hahaha.

1:01 PM

battered. beaten. but havent given up yet.

yesterday's match was a royal rumble. with tackles flying, lousy refree-ing and tons of dirty play, with myself being a victim of a vicious elbow i call it, worst play i've experienced i must say. but somehow i'm still glad being part of this team, amidst all the troubles/shit we've been through. its the team spirit and all that i enjoy. so end of day, i'd still say, its worth the trouble.

thanks dear, i figured that out before you did.

10:19 PM

the other day i was at LP buying some stuff. i saw this banglar drop his stack of cash near the entrance of giant. first thing i did was to grab the cash!! then shouted for him "oei, you dropped your money". it was quite a lump sum i must say, judging by the thickness. He gave me that shocked look, like telling me "oei, why you so stupid, you can just take the money and go what", haha but at the same time, he's saying "WAH, luckily you returned me my cash, its my pay for this month". ahh, thats me. i dont believe in easy money. easy come easy go.. and i believe in karma. so ya. anw his expression is really interesting la, after that when we bump into each other at giant again, he keep saying "thank you thank you" with that bangladeshi accent. lol.

went to meet char yesterday and i believe i'd a great time. nice catching up i'd say.
its a boring weekend, payday come here quickly!

1:02 PM